I'll Be Fine

Its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
Its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

Now deep down inside you
Know it cuts like a knife
But I'm too proud to show it
Pain in my chest (it feels)
Like I lost my breath
He just doesn't know it
So many things that I'm dying to say
but I can't seem to tell him

It's killing me, to know that he wants to leave
but I'm not gonna beg him to stay (no)
cause I got my pride, I'm not gonna cry
There won't be no tears falling from these eyes
Don't need him to see
That its killing me
So this is what I'm saying

You don't have to worry about me
Boy, I'll be fine
You don't have to call me again
Boy, its alright
You don't have to ask me if I'll be okay
Boy, I'll be fine
Boy, I'll be fine

You ain't got to tell me that we can still be friends
You ain't gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause I'll be fine, said I'll be fine
There no need to call

It's better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
It's better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all

I can't believe, that I fell so deep
And I let my heart so open
Now I gotta try, to keep it inside
these words, are better left unspoken

Cause I still got my pride, I'm not gonna cry
There won't be no tears fallling from these eyes
Don't need him to see
That it's killing me
So this is what I'm saying

You don't have to worry about me
Boy, I'll be fine
You don't have to call me again
Boy, it's alright
You don't have to ask me if I'll be okay
Boy, I'll be fine
Girl, I'll be fine

You ain't got to tell me the we can still be friends
You ain't gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause I'll be fine, said I'll be fine
There's no need to call

It's better if we don't speak at all, at all, at all
It's better if we don't speak at all, at all, at all, at all
Boy I'll be fine (said i'll be fine)
Theres no need to call
Its better if we dont speak at all

SHIT !

#nowplaying Celine Dion - That's The Way It Is#

ok ok, pagi ini, gue dibikin kesel sama status fb seorang cewe, gue ga bakal sebutin namanya. tp gue dibilang FAKE FACE AND BULLSHIT blah whathehell ?

ga tau dia gila atau apa, I mean come on, my real friends are there on my facebook and they tag me on their pict !

so fvcking bullshit if u tell that I'm a FAKE ! are u jobless or what ? @.@

1 day left to new year update LOL

#nowplaying DBSK - Mirotic #

today, Dec 31 2010, last day of 2010 and tomorrow a new day from 2011
waiting for surprise at 2011 LOL

happy new year 2011 for everyone ^~^

I just went back from college at 10.30 am and pick my sertificate at law faculty for general college at last Saturday

when I pass law faculty, I saw him with his new hairstyle, damn cool ! ^~^

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !

Mesayu Pravilika's updating . . . .

♥ Rainy Night ♥

#nowplaying Co - Ed - I Love You For Thousand Times #

rainy nite again hufft
cape sama ujan haha, bikin males buat ngapa ngapain
ngantuk, tp ga bisa tidur, ga bisa smsan jg gara gara pulsa belum masuk -.-

share picture at Indramayu Fair 2010
*sebenernya, voto ini uda ada dr bulan Oktober, cuma baru upload sekarang haha*








hasilnya jelek, maklum pake kamera 7610 haha

Blogging Before College Time

#nowplaying Justin Bieber - Favorite Boy#

actually, not 'Boy' but 'Girl' LOL. I don't care haha

yesterday, I must voted for new head of MPM *Majelis Permusyawaratan Mahasiswa* like MPR *Majelis Permusyawaratan Rakyat* in my country Indonesia

before I went to college, I have plan with my bestie, her named is Ritma Rosalina but I called her Ocha to go to internet hot spot. so, I prepared my self from 6 am, 'cuz I went back to my home for weekend

then, I went to college at 7 am, on the way to college, I see my law boy with his friend *girl* at the traffic light. jealousy nee. and he not say hi to me *okay, he don't know that I'm behind him motorcycle LOL*

I see my bestie at bus stop, and I told her that I see him at traffic light >.<
and I'm shocked when I see him again at that time, when he went out of college with his motorcycle, my heart so damn beating LOL

at 7.30 am we decided to go to hotspot and we searching, googling, surfing, facebook - ing, twitter - ing, but not blogging haha

2 hours we there, then at 9.40 am we go to college again

*9.40 - 11.20 Structure lesson and the lecture is so old haha*

after finished our lesson, we decided to go to college yard for vote new head of MPM. damn confused blah !

my brother at facebook become a candidate, my law boy said I must voted for his friend, and my bestie said I must voted for her cousin @.@

okay okay, so I voted for two peoples haha. my facebook brother and my law boy friend. but I'm not voted for my bestie cousin *sorry >.<*

before voted time, me and my classmates waiting for an hour *so bored huh~*
I see my law boy again in the yard, but he with his friends. but he look at to me ! *happy happy*

then I texted him to said I'm bored then he replied my text so fast and told to me the reason why me and my classmates must waited *but I can't explained here*

after an hour we waited for voting, we decided to out of the yard and sit at Law Faculty. but a few minutes later, our name are called by them and we run run run like a child LOL to voted our candidate

after voted, me and my 2 besties went out from college and sit at bus stop, we sit there almost 30 minutes when I see my law boy again and he say hi to me and asked me what I'm doing there ? and I said I just hanging out with my besties LOL and he go to his organization basecamp at Pahlawan 2

I smile and laugh to my besties, yeayy happy happy ! I see him third times a day yesterday like take a medicine haha !

when I wanna told me and my law boy story when he take me to home and stayed at my home for 1 hour. he go back to college, I see him again and I continued my story, but my besties called him to take me to my house, so I stopped to talk LOL. I'm SHY and cannot see his eyes >.<

after that, my law boy take me to my house and we talked about MPM and I see caterpillar in his jacket ! I talked to him and I toss that caterpillar and I smelled his jacket and I love his smell LOL

then se arrived in my house and when he want to go back to college, I said to him to be careful and he said to me that I must careful more than him LOL

at 8.00 pm, we are texting and he said he still at college to count vote for MPM, not go home and stay in Pahlawan 2 at his organization basecamp ckckck speechless

after that, he reminded to me to take dinner, omg yeah, I'm forgot to eat LOL

thanks for yesterday, Dec 13th 2010 my God and my law boy :*

♥ Sunday

update my blog, just for shared my video of my new idol, his name is Jack Hanafie ♥

hope u enjoy and here is his twitter official account Jack Hanafi IMB 2
and here is his official twitter fans account, called as Jack Hanafers or Janafi at facebook

holiday at Saturday

#nowplaying Rain - Rainism#

feel so damn bored
ga jadi ketemuannya
dan ga di kasih tau alasannya !
heh, menyebalkan sekali LOL

ok ok, see ya at campus at Monday

misschuu my law baby